This question is kind of worrisome. If it's not a stunt post and the poster has not been severely misinformed, they might be walking in a situation which is genuinely dangerous to their mental health. [more inside]
Woocha. Very quick on the draw
What's the point of this question? Do you want us to comfort you and hold your hand? Are you looking for advice? What are you looking for?
What does the cia do.